i cherish those moments

im chatting wif bubu nw who is in new zealand..
i miss her so much..
i wonder does she misses u like hw we miss her..
since she already found the love of her life does she still rmbr us?
smtimes i wonder..
im nt sure..i have my doubts..
i think among the sisters im kind of the most emo one i guess..
wel, cme to tink twice the 3 of us are all emo lar
...hehehehe..
my parents are in penang now..
erm, wonder hw are they doin..im here still at my sis place..
dnt knw y bt i feel like a part of me is missing n im kind of lost in this world..haiz..
i remember the time v use to hve wen v were all together at hme watching tv...fighting..n talking..me goin to pasar malam wif dad..n everyone else will be waiting for us to cme bk to whack the fud tat v wen to bought..will those time ever cme again?
now its just mum, dad, and i.
so mum will be waiting for me n dad to cme bk..
erm, then there is those time wen bubu n i walk n go hme after skul coz v dnt have enuf money for bus fare..n those time v lepak at summit..
which is now polluted wif bangla's n indon's..eeuuu...wen i see her in skul n irratate her..i miss those times..those moments...
oh ya nt forgetting jie, bu n i playing tarzan tarzan at our old kampung house which was at brickfields..now things are all different..
we are all so called grown ups..all of them have their own life
..the child in me is screaming to cme out..haiz..life has to go on..
n i still miss my family..as i grow up..
..i realise tat i really miss n love my family alot..
although i dnt say these words often bt im sure they knw i do...