Today was just another ordinary day in my life. I went for classes and did what I had to do as a student. Sangitha and I finally finished writing our drama script which is one of our assignments. Our professor accepted it and we were like so relived. By the way, I have 4 more assignments and so far 2 more presentation. Life as usual is hectic over here at university.

Besides that, I’m really broke at the moment and can’t afford to waste money. I don’t even have money to spend and I have to think twice whenever I decide to buy something.

We did our TITAS presentation today. It was kind of lame. After class when I when to ask our lecturer how did we do? She said we did ok. And guess what? I almost said “Terima Kasih, Mak Cik” Thank God I didn’t blurt everything out. When out of the class and started laughing nonstop with the girls.

We TESLIANS celebrated Leslie’s Birthday. It was fun and so darn funny. I enjoy being around my course mates especially this people. I feel happy and tired right now.

My class starts at 10am tomorrow.

Just felt like blogging in the midst of doing my assignment.

I know I’m weird u don’t have to tell me.

I will be attending a camp this Friday. Organized by Digi Telecommunicationc Sdn. Bhd.

Thank Jesus for everything that u have given me.

Gambateh

Goin for Festival Seni now!
All the best to my college team =)
Jia you peeps...

Your Call, Secondhand Serenade

Waiting for your,
Call I'm sick,
Call I'm angry,
Call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat,
Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet
I was born to tell you
I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to,
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight
Stripped and polished,
I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes,
What's your fantasy? (What's your, what's your...)
I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to,
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight
And I'm tired of being all alone,
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home[4X]
I was born to tell you
I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
Cuz I was born to tell you
I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Wondering.
Is it wrong for a girl and a guy to become close friends?
I don’t see anything wrong with it.
I mean definitely there are limits of being close.
But just being friends and not crossing the line then it’s ok.
Then why the heck everyone has to make an issue about it?
Just totally don’t get some people.
It’s weird that some people just understand the meaning of friendship.
When you’re close with someone, it doesn’t mean that someone has to be from the same sex.
Why can’t people think out of the box? And broaden their perspective?
Why are they being so close minded?
Why? Why? Why?

p/s – Readers do drop your opinions on this matter. Thank you.

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22/3/2009

There will be a dance competition tomorrow and our college will be taking part as well. This dance competition is known as Festival Seni and it involves every residential college in UM. Residential colleges will take part and do their best to perform and to grab a placing. Last year, our college won 1st placing for the Indian dance. I hope they do their best tomorrow! Jia You!

Disappointed.
That is how I feel right now.
Why does life have to be filled with disappointment when I think I am getting back on track and think that everything is already going to be ok. But everything just go down the drain again.
Everything seemed to be worthless and I am feeling so down.
I have so many things on my mind.
My studies. – Finals is less than a month
My Family. – My longing to be back home
My Friends. – Trying to be a good friend
My Activities – Trying to juggle between this and studies
My Time – Time is precious
Sometimes I wish I am not caught between this drama.
But life has to go on.
Just have to put my trust in Him.

I had fun today.

Wait…first I had my teaching prose exam which I think I didn’t do that well.

Anyway, I did have fun going out with my friends.

We went to Petaling Street today just to walk around and check out some stuff.

I ate Mc Donalds just now which made me even more satisfied with the outing today.

Well basically I so wanted to eat Mc D’s.

im feeling happy and contend right now.

Thank God for everything.

march already?

nothing much happened today

wen classes came back and slept

ended up doin my prose 1 assignment till 5.55am in the morning

by the time i went to print it, it was already six something

got up and wen for class which starts at 9

i feel totally tired now yet here i am blogging

i still have so many more assignments to do

hhhmmm....

better get going then

oh ya it's already march

sigh

sem finals next month

not prepared at all

hhmmmm...

got to start studyin

i mean start doin my ASSIGNMENTS!

signing off with a sleepy face

Finally our Indian Cultural Night ended. I really thank God it didn’t rain. He really helped me throughout this whole process of preparing and going through this whole night. I couldn’t have done it without Him. The cultural night was awesome and amazing. Everyone said we did a good job. Some of my seniors also said our Cultural Night was better than theirs. It was a memorable night and I really thank everyone who helped us, my board of directors, and especially my seniors for their unending support.

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I feel so lonely yet I know I am not alone. But why do I have this feeling in my gutt that something is just not right. I don’t know why? I feel so lonely. Just ME. Today the feeling of loneliness was just all over me. I feel lost. I am feeling so emotional rite now. I don’t like being here. Why do I feel this way? I don’t like it.

im emotionally down