Wednesday, April 29, 2009

finally

one more paper left
the finale of our exams happens tomorrow
i smell freedom
got to go and prepare for the final lap
bye peeps

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

im feeling the pain of your torment cutting through my heart..
why must i be the one to bare it all
im confused
stop hurting me
im gonna give up soon..
i really am..

Saturday, April 25, 2009

if you love me, then why do u constantly hurt me?

i dont understand

i really dont
7 papers all together for this semester.

I have finished 5 already.

2 more to go.

I know I didn’t do that well despite studying so hard.

Gosh, kind of disappointing but well life has to go on.

So many things have been happening lately.

I don’t want to talk about it though.

But I am really happy everything turn out well.

My sis's flight back to Malaysia is on the 28th of november! Yay!

Got to go! Bubbye.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

exam mode -.-"

I sense sleepless nights coming once again. Exams are just around the corner and I am so not prepared. I don’t see the point of studying some of the subjects that I am taking for my course. So tak ada kaitan. Why do we have to learn things that we are definite we are not going to use in the future? Lame la.

Anyway, I haven’t slept yet. I guess I got to go and sleep and continue studying later. I am hoping for the best so I guess this few days that are left I am going to go all out. My first paper starts on the 21/04/2009. I got five days left. Oh gosh, feeling so tensed.

Ok peeps, Good Night…wait…it should be Good Morning.


p/s im goin to look like a panda soon. watch out for those eye bags..haiz..

Weekend Blast

Saturday 11/04/2009

I when for David Archuleta’s concert thanks to Digi I was able to meet and greet him. It was totally a new experience for me. It was also my first concert. I really enjoyed Zhong Weng’s company and I really want to thank her for coming. It was just so crazy. I still can’t believe it that I actually when for the concert. I am really thankful that God bless me with this opportunity.

The concert was packed with nearly 5000 fans. It was at Sunway Lagoon Amphitheatre. The concert was quite unorganized and the sound systems were kind of bad. But overall it was ok I guess. Besides Archie’s grand appearance, Alif from One in A Million and Daniel Lee from Malaysian Idol also came and performed.

Charles (the other winner for the “Meet and Greet”) and I meet David back stage before he could come upstage. The minute I saw him back stage I was speechless. He looks so adorable and flawless. I couldn’t believe it was him. I will never forget the innocence I saw in his eyes. It made me realize, that is how he got the people voting for him to be the next idol. There was just this sparkle that will mesmerize you. I shook hands with him and introduced myself. Then got his autograph and the poster I got. We were not able to take any pics with him backstage but the organizers took some so I got to get it for them.

Anyway, after meeting him we when back to the Amphitheatre and took our place before the concert begun. The concert started and we were all screaming our lungs out supporting him. After the concert, Zhong Weng and I took the bus and LRT back to college. I really enjoyed myself and I guess Zhong Weng did too.


the vip pass

the peeps

we had fun

zw and i

charles and i

Archie =)

the crowd

Friday 10/04/2009

I had so much of fun last weekend. Well I was supposed to be studying but I had a blast. I went to church on Friday. The Easter production was just superb and it was so nice. I really love the whole idea and concept.
I learnt a lot that day. Vily came along to church that day and I am sure she had a great time as well. I was kind of crazy and over joy that day. Don’t know why but I was just myself that day. I think that was the first time I actually was myself when I went to church. Don’t know why.But sometimes I feel insecure to let people know the real me.
I think everyone was shock to see me so excited and hyper that day. But I was really being myself.

the crazy people
zw, i, vily, and gil (da guy that i can go crazy with)

the princess and her maidens

the girl who advices me and i can get emo with

the ladies

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Love and Forgive

It doesn’t seem to be easy as it sounds. Applying and constantly reminding ourselves that these two things are important in a relationship.

Today I learnt something important at church. That is to forgive no matter what.

Well, God can forgive my sins why can’t I forgive those who hurt me?
It is very difficult to do so. I am still learning and I just can’t accept some things that people have done to me. They treasure me when I am needed and kick me away like trash after they are done with me. I am so fed up with this nonsense.

So how can I forgive when I am repeatedly being treated this way?

Isn’t it unfair to me?

Pastor said today that the devil’s aim these days are to break up relationships that we have in our lives.

So that is why we have to forgive and learn to love that person.

I am not perfect but I will try. It is going to be difficult but I know I can trust His unfailing love to lead me.

p/s – I know even when I am alone. You will always be there. Jesus, Friends forever.

Friday, April 10, 2009

Second semester is going to be over soon. I went through a real hectic week. Two exams, one test, one presentation, everything is finally done. I only got a week before my finals starts. I am missing home as usual. A lot of drama has been happening at university. Don’t know why I must always be caught in one.

I have got 5 more papers for the finals. Tension is definitely in the air. I am already feeling stressed out. I haven’t started my revision and have got to start.

This is my exam timetable:

LISTENING AND SPEAKING- 7/4/2009 - Done

GRAMMAR- 8/4/2009 - Done

APK Paper – 21/4/2009

TITAS- 21/4/2009

ASAS FALSAFAH DAN PENDIDIKAN- 23/4/2009

TEACHING PROSE- 29/4/2009

PROSE 1- 30/4/2009

I hope everything goes on well and I am able to finish up my syllabus.
I thank God that I still can wake up in the morning and see another day.

p/s- i aint gonna let the people around me spoil my day..

Thursday, April 9, 2009

‘DiGi brings David Archuleta to Malaysia and I Might get to meet him’

Hell yeah! That's right..
Digi is gonna give us free tickets to go and see David! if they think we are deserving enough! =)
Imagine a chance to see and shake David's hands *drools* over the fact!

I think i should be the one choosen because i am one of David's biggest fan! and i love singing! I hope that i will have the oppurtunity to see him life as it will be a great experience!

I have never been to a real concert before and if Digi were to give me this oppurtunity i will definately cherish it!

I have always done my job well as a yellow army and supported my Commander and YA Advisor as well.

Being a yellow army made me realise that Digi has always taken care of us and always look after our well being.

Now as a new Commander, i really hope that i will win the tickets and it will definately give me the kick to continue to support the future comin Digi projects that are planned for my university.

p/s- im keeping my fingers crossed. x)