5.15am

I am thinking too much..
I can't sleep..
It's already 5.01am and I have class later at 9.30am.
I have no idea what's wrong.
Oh I was doing my assignment earlier, so I didn't really waste time.
Hopefully everything goes on fine.

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The days are passing by
I want to catch a glimpse of you passing by
Even just for a few seconds
It would have been great baby
But it is something, my friends would not reckon
Something I shouldn't do,
But I want too
Oh geez, I should stop ranting
Because no matter what you will always have a place here deep down...
At the moment it is still there,
But..I hope..
I hope it'll go away coz in my heart u can't stay..
U know why?
Because someday my knight in shining armor will come
When that day comes, I want it to be entirely for him
Till then, u can stay..

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My first love, will always be my first love.. :) Thank You for looking past my imperfections and for loving me abundantly. Truly, there is none like You, Jesus..

me and the world

Yesterday, I told my daddy..
"Someday I will travel all around the world"

The time will come, till then I got to start workin on my assignment.

3 days 2 nights at Paradise

Langkawi Trip was by far the most awesome trip I went for. Thanks for my sis and Prakash for actually asking me to join. I was reluctant to go at first because of unending assignments but if Not NOW then WENT?

We stayed at this really awesome place called MaliBest, its totally worth our money Rm120 per night and the rooms and most importantly the toilets were clean. The beach was right outside our room. The sound of waves and children playing can be heard right from our room. It was just so awesome. Well, the room wasn’t the thing that got me soo excited. It was the activities we did there.

I went for parasailing and not forgetting banana boat ride :)It was hysterically fun.
We went for Island Hopping- We visited three different island,I can only remember Pulau Dayang Bunting the other two, I can’t recall in my memory. We went to this place where they fed eagles and it was just awesome to see all this birds flying freely. We also went to this area where we can fed and see fishes, turtles, and weird kind of aquatic animals.

Oh ya, there is also this pub/bar by the beach which was like so cool. The place was filled with Mat Salleh’s..hahaha.. Cuci Mata la, wat else..

I love the beach, the company and most of all God’s amazing work of art.














The pics came out the other way round =.=! Not gonna re-edit, I have Assignments! Got to go, n More pics are on Fb la..

Adios then Peeps!

Terrified by Katharine McPhee

You by the light
Is the greatest find
In a world full wrong you're the thing that's right
Finally made it through the lonely to the other side

You said it again my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark,
And I'm in love and I'm terrified.
For the first time in the last time
In my only life.

This could be good
It's already better than last
And love is worse than knowing
You're holding back
I could be all that you needed
If you let me try

You said it again my hearts in motion
Every word feels like a shooting start
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified
For the first time in the last time
in my only

I only said it cause i mean it
I only mean cause it's true
So don't you doubt what i've been dreaming
Cause it fills me up and holds me close
Whenever i'm without you

You said it again my hearts in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified
For the first time in the last time
In my only life

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Love this song :)

If only

If only they know..
If only you know..
I am hurting in the inside.

In moments like this

The moments, the drama, the joy. I miss them, I miss what we use to have. Things are no longer the same now. People change for some reason. Whatever it is, the memories we had will always be cherished.





As we go forth, we'll remember, all the times, we had together..

24 hours

I wish I had more time
To spend with you
To just have a conversation with you
To just have breakfast? Lunch, or dinner, perhaps
I wish you had the time
To reply my messages
To call me and see how I’m doing
To say you wanna meet up
I wish we both had something we can’t have more than it’s suppose to be
24 hours is all we got

I Promise

Apapun terjadi, Kujanjikan aku ada :)

Aishiteru :)

Kimita tuokukitemo, Kiminoi shuaguaratala, Shiniteruyo shiniteruyo..aishiteru..

Life

Lots of downs these days then ups.

I am slacking, I know I am.

I am at the edge, might just fall off or let go anytime.

I shouldn't be so negative but things that are happening to me doesn't seem to be helping me at all.

I did great/good for my presentation earlier, according to my friends.

Hopefully I will find the light at the end of the tunnel.

Missing the live I used to live as a form 6 student.

If only i could turn back time.

Someone told me that I'm going to be 21 already so I got to be rational and face situations wisely.

Missing Dad N Mum.

ThInKInG

Do u actually care?

i HOPE so

But I DONT think you DO.

Bad Day GOne GooD

I had one of the worst days of my life today.
Terrible headache,
I think I'm not getting enough sleep. But i just dont have enough time, if i sleep early at night.
Anyway, THANK God i only had two classes today.
After class, wanted to go back to college....but....i went for prayer meeting first.
Prayer meeting with Leslie, Vily, and Zhong Weng.
I was kind of suffering so didnt layan them that much, felt kind of bad though.
Sorry guys, my sincere apology.
Well, after prayer meeting i walked back to college all on my own, coz they wanted to grab lunch at the faculty itself.
As i was walking back, passing Language and Linguistics Faculty, a car passed by me, and mystery man was in there. Wah, i was so excited. Gosh, and he waved at me first, then obviously i waved back. That's about it. You guys might think Im crazy, getting excited just because of a wave, but hey! i dont care =) coz me like him! I have tonnes of assignment to do. Got to go!

missing mummy and daddy

MIssIN yOu

i miss you
i really do
im hoping u would forgive me
its not like it was entirely my fault
u started this whole drama
u made me become this way
u are the one who hurt me first
but i dont care anymore
i hope we would forget the past and move on
all because i have move on and forgiven u
its was difficult at first but its a new day everyday
i hope things would be different
i miss the old me, and i miss the old you
but time changes all things? do they? or people changes through time?
im not sure, but you are no longer the old you, and i am no longer the old me
maybe i have come to a point of realization,
whereby, i have to realise what is important for my life..
whatever it is, u are still important for me..
and yeah i do care bout you..
although i dont show it that much
but trust me, deep down
it hurts me to see u sad and not having the joy u use to have
dear friend, i dedicate this to you..
wanting u to know that i miss you
and enough is enough.
forgive me would you?

Hangover Perharps?

Hangover?

Nope not all. I’m sober, people.

I just felt like talking about people who drinks.
Drinks alcohol obviously .
I have nothing against them, seriously, because I drink as well occasionally,

during functions and all.
I don’t find drinking alcohol wrong at all except when you consume EXCESSIVE amount and when you are ADDICTED to it.

Well, then I think it’s WRONG.

There are BENEFITS if u consumes alcohol in SMALL quantities:

- It decreases the risk of cardiovascular problems

-Decreases the possibility of lethal heart attack

-Sometimes, alcohol reduces the possibility of ischemic or other kind of strokes

- Diminishes the possibility of gallstone

- It may reduce the diabetes danger

In LARGE quantities, or in excess, the consequences may be TERRIBLE:

- The pancreas, the mouth, pharynx, breast and liver are more likely to be affected by cancer
- Pancreatitis may appear, especially in youth
- Stroke
- Atrophy of the brain
- Cirrhosis
- Pregnancy problems, like spontaneous abortion
- Possible malformations and other birth problems of the fetus
- Car accidents
- Suicidal tendencies
- Sudden death in case of cardiovascular problems and so on.


your brains if you have too much alcohol


your liver will actually look like a beef patty

Every part of your body is effected

Well if you still dont bother about this, then most importantly.

THINK about your LOVED ONES.

information courtesy of (http://www.isnare.com/?aid=128078&ca=Food+and+Drinks)

Birthday Baby!

On this very special day 07.08.09

My Ideal teacher who is my coursemate celebrates her 21st birthday.

Tan Kai Chur - Happy Birthday!

i miss home

i want to go back

i want to eat daddy's cooking

i want to disturb my mother

i want my sister to cook for me chicken soup

i want to go out with my sis n bro in law to sunway

*cries*

good nite peeps!

i am exausted.

christmas can be so tiring

im down with an headache

later goin to my uncle's house for dinner..

so bye people..

got to go

enjoy

my house christmas tree..such a lovely tree..aint she?

Its Christmas Eve already and I haven’t slept yet since last night.
My house will start getting pack today =)
Everyone is coming from KL.
The first troop to arrive was my sis and her boyfriend.
They came around 4.50am.
And as usual, my mum got up from sleep to welcome her daughter home and dad also excited because his beloved daughter came home.
After all the chit chatting and all my aunt called she arrived as well, from Seremban at 6.20am.
So I am here blogging and listening to them gossiping and mostly updating each other on the recent happenings.
Well Christmas is going to be hectic this year that’s for sure.
But the enjoyment will definitely be there. =)


Last but not least, Merry Christmas everyone..

Have a jovial Christmas peeps =)

p/s- my dad's family havent arrived yet..

Going to the market now to makan =)

Food here i come. Yay!

Thrusday 4/12/2008

Sunway Pyramid christmas decoration. Not much pictures but i really love the red tree of lights =) It really evokes the sense and spirit of christmas in me.

prakash n evelyn

this part of sunway pyramid has the best decoration..check out the ceiling as well

this is the other side..which honestly doesnt look that nice

Thursday 4/12/2008

Berjaya Times Square here we come.
Let the pictures do the talking this time.

the big christmas tree at times square

upclose...i like the reindeers on the tree..something different

the entrance...mum and angelinn

me, alvin, angelinn, alexx

the bowling alley at times square

finally playing after so long

yay..i love bowling lar..

angelinn posing...her 1st time playing..

alvin the so called expert