deepavali pictures

~i love this pic of her~

~her father in law~

~my jie's boy boy n his dad~

my beloved cousin adrain timothy

~jie n i..her eyes cacat-ed a bit~

~edited version~

~my deepavali outfit~

i cherish those moments

im chatting wif bubu nw who is in new zealand..
i miss her so much..
i wonder does she misses u like hw we miss her..
since she already found the love of her life does she still rmbr us?
smtimes i wonder..
im nt sure..i have my doubts..
i think among the sisters im kind of the most emo one i guess..
wel, cme to tink twice the 3 of us are all emo lar
...hehehehe..
my parents are in penang now..
erm, wonder hw are they doin..im here still at my sis place..
dnt knw y bt i feel like a part of me is missing n im kind of lost in this world..haiz..
i remember the time v use to hve wen v were all together at hme watching tv...fighting..n talking..me goin to pasar malam wif dad..n everyone else will be waiting for us to cme bk to whack the fud tat v wen to bought..will those time ever cme again?
now its just mum, dad, and i.
so mum will be waiting for me n dad to cme bk..
erm, then there is those time wen bubu n i walk n go hme after skul coz v dnt have enuf money for bus fare..n those time v lepak at summit..
which is now polluted wif bangla's n indon's..eeuuu...wen i see her in skul n irratate her..i miss those times..those moments...
oh ya nt forgetting jie, bu n i playing tarzan tarzan at our old kampung house which was at brickfields..now things are all different..
we are all so called grown ups..all of them have their own life
..the child in me is screaming to cme out..haiz..life has to go on..
n i still miss my family..as i grow up..
..i realise tat i really miss n love my family alot..
although i dnt say these words often bt im sure they knw i do...

nothin much happen today..
i finally studied..
kind of funny..feelin really bored..i have two papers on monday..haiz..
kemahiran maklumat n hubungan etnik..i dnt find a point taking this two papers..so lame lar..
i only finish two babs of h.e. have gt anther 8 chapters..n it gets enven mre boring..it is compulsory subjects to take tats y..so i dnt have a choice bt to study n suffer..im now at prakash house..jus chat wif bubu n sumit..
hahaha..miss them lo..k then im gonna put up sme pics in my next post..
love ya
xoxoxo

introduction

Hello…I have always wtd to have a blog..Due to sme reasons, like me not owning a laptop stp me frm having one...and now finally I gt my very own laptop..so I decided to start blogging...im still in da learnig process..so do forgive me if my blog is kind of lame..bt I don’t care..after all it is my blog…as long as im happy its gud enuf..now im currently having my study break..one week holiday..so I cme bak to puchong, Selangor..didnt go bak to penang coz might just get emo wen I leave..will goin for deepavali to my bro in law’s house..n I’ll have to start studying for my finals..which is driving me up da wall..my finals starts on the 3rd of November..i really have to score for this semester..i have to get high pointers..i kept telling myself this but I haven’t really started studying..haiz..im driving myself crazy..it is so important for me to score..doing TESL sometimes scares me..coz..honestly my coursemates are all budak bijak n pandai…high pointers for stpm n all..its not like im nt smart n al..is just that I got a lot of competitors..it all in the game I guess..hehehe..i’ll do my best..so I won’t regret later…but im so lazy to start stdyng..haiz...k then gtg..till da nxt time..peace out then…