I'm all out of love.

...but His love never fails :D

4.59pm

If you're not bothered then why must I be?

Living my life as it is.

I am happy there is 3 weeks left for this semester to be over.

:D So thrilled =.=!

Till then, God Bless.

5.15am

I am thinking too much..
I can't sleep..
It's already 5.01am and I have class later at 9.30am.
I have no idea what's wrong.
Oh I was doing my assignment earlier, so I didn't really waste time.
Hopefully everything goes on fine.

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The days are passing by
I want to catch a glimpse of you passing by
Even just for a few seconds
It would have been great baby
But it is something, my friends would not reckon
Something I shouldn't do,
But I want too
Oh geez, I should stop ranting
Because no matter what you will always have a place here deep down...
At the moment it is still there,
But..I hope..
I hope it'll go away coz in my heart u can't stay..
U know why?
Because someday my knight in shining armor will come
When that day comes, I want it to be entirely for him
Till then, u can stay..

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My first love, will always be my first love.. :) Thank You for looking past my imperfections and for loving me abundantly. Truly, there is none like You, Jesus..

Satisfied.

Another two more assignments to go, then I am done.

Wait, I know I have my Research Proposal and Academic Writing to think bout as well but that can wait..for now.

At this moment, I am satisfied.

Thank You, God..
For Your guidance, love and strength.

I am hungry =( Feel like eating cupcake!

3 days 2 nights at Paradise

Langkawi Trip was by far the most awesome trip I went for. Thanks for my sis and Prakash for actually asking me to join. I was reluctant to go at first because of unending assignments but if Not NOW then WENT?

We stayed at this really awesome place called MaliBest, its totally worth our money Rm120 per night and the rooms and most importantly the toilets were clean. The beach was right outside our room. The sound of waves and children playing can be heard right from our room. It was just so awesome. Well, the room wasn’t the thing that got me soo excited. It was the activities we did there.

I went for parasailing and not forgetting banana boat ride :)It was hysterically fun.
We went for Island Hopping- We visited three different island,I can only remember Pulau Dayang Bunting the other two, I can’t recall in my memory. We went to this place where they fed eagles and it was just awesome to see all this birds flying freely. We also went to this area where we can fed and see fishes, turtles, and weird kind of aquatic animals.

Oh ya, there is also this pub/bar by the beach which was like so cool. The place was filled with Mat Salleh’s..hahaha.. Cuci Mata la, wat else..

I love the beach, the company and most of all God’s amazing work of art.














The pics came out the other way round =.=! Not gonna re-edit, I have Assignments! Got to go, n More pics are on Fb la..

Adios then Peeps!

Terrified by Katharine McPhee

You by the light
Is the greatest find
In a world full wrong you're the thing that's right
Finally made it through the lonely to the other side

You said it again my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark,
And I'm in love and I'm terrified.
For the first time in the last time
In my only life.

This could be good
It's already better than last
And love is worse than knowing
You're holding back
I could be all that you needed
If you let me try

You said it again my hearts in motion
Every word feels like a shooting start
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified
For the first time in the last time
in my only

I only said it cause i mean it
I only mean cause it's true
So don't you doubt what i've been dreaming
Cause it fills me up and holds me close
Whenever i'm without you

You said it again my hearts in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified
For the first time in the last time
In my only life

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Love this song :)

In moments like this

The moments, the drama, the joy. I miss them, I miss what we use to have. Things are no longer the same now. People change for some reason. Whatever it is, the memories we had will always be cherished.





As we go forth, we'll remember, all the times, we had together..

Caring too much

What does it actually mean if you care about someone?
For me it is simply an act of love and just because I care.
Sorry if it means that I am disturbing you or being too nosy about your life.
I am just doing it because I am concern.
I am just worried.
Maybe it’s true what they said.
I shouldn’t care.
But how can I not care?
When u was here for me when I needed someone?
This is not even my fault. And I am feeling so bad and down.
Is caring wrong? Or caring is being portrayed as disturbing?
Dilemma.
I don’t know what to think, feel or do anymore.
Just worried and hope things will get better.

I am sorry if I was too caring till you felt I was disturbing.
I will not be a bother anymore.
Sorry.

24 hours

I wish I had more time
To spend with you
To just have a conversation with you
To just have breakfast? Lunch, or dinner, perhaps
I wish you had the time
To reply my messages
To call me and see how I’m doing
To say you wanna meet up
I wish we both had something we can’t have more than it’s suppose to be
24 hours is all we got

Colors

I like bright colourful stuff. They make me smile :) Something I need these days.

ThInKInG

Do u actually care?

i HOPE so

But I DONT think you DO.

Bad Day GOne GooD

I had one of the worst days of my life today.
Terrible headache,
I think I'm not getting enough sleep. But i just dont have enough time, if i sleep early at night.
Anyway, THANK God i only had two classes today.
After class, wanted to go back to college....but....i went for prayer meeting first.
Prayer meeting with Leslie, Vily, and Zhong Weng.
I was kind of suffering so didnt layan them that much, felt kind of bad though.
Sorry guys, my sincere apology.
Well, after prayer meeting i walked back to college all on my own, coz they wanted to grab lunch at the faculty itself.
As i was walking back, passing Language and Linguistics Faculty, a car passed by me, and mystery man was in there. Wah, i was so excited. Gosh, and he waved at me first, then obviously i waved back. That's about it. You guys might think Im crazy, getting excited just because of a wave, but hey! i dont care =) coz me like him! I have tonnes of assignment to do. Got to go!

missing mummy and daddy

ChAmPions..Congrats

I went for my juniors dance competition today, was held and organized by 4th residential college.

They did a great job and won 2nd place..

Congratulations!

7th college rocks.

the dancers, all 1st year students

TenSiOn + RunSing

omg! one problem to another, why must i be facing this today, of all days in my life! super lame! i have so many assignments yet im caught up in the middle of this. just feeling so frustrated, why did i do to this deserve all this, for the past whole year i have been giving my all for this club then now, u all act like i dont even exist? u know what i dont give a damn already. totally annoyed and i guess i will move on from today onwards. what u want to do, u guys decide, i will concentrate on other college stuff that i am involve in.

I dont care anymore i just dont!

Dont come finding me when u all need me.

Because at that time, I aint helping!

U guys are playing with my emotions.

Stop talking behind my back as well, because i know u are. Go find some other topics or just go and studylah if u have all the time in the world. Like the peribahasa jangan jaga tepi kain orang...

I may look vurnerable but i am strong, i went to many hardships in life to stop what i am doing now.

I aint quitting if u think i am.

WELL, although i am EMO~ing right now, i still feel so disappointed.

Oh GOSH! cant wait for year end sem break! Well, at least the raya holidays...

MIssIN yOu

i miss you
i really do
im hoping u would forgive me
its not like it was entirely my fault
u started this whole drama
u made me become this way
u are the one who hurt me first
but i dont care anymore
i hope we would forget the past and move on
all because i have move on and forgiven u
its was difficult at first but its a new day everyday
i hope things would be different
i miss the old me, and i miss the old you
but time changes all things? do they? or people changes through time?
im not sure, but you are no longer the old you, and i am no longer the old me
maybe i have come to a point of realization,
whereby, i have to realise what is important for my life..
whatever it is, u are still important for me..
and yeah i do care bout you..
although i dont show it that much
but trust me, deep down
it hurts me to see u sad and not having the joy u use to have
dear friend, i dedicate this to you..
wanting u to know that i miss you
and enough is enough.
forgive me would you?

CraViNg4cOOkiEs

It 4.30am i should be sleeping but here i am thinking about cookies!

i LOVE them

Chocolates and Assignments

Thanks to Shahril, who is my college President we got to eat chocolates today. He bought them from Langkawi and shared with all of us. Those who miss the party, too bad la.

I was not feeling very well today. I had headache in the afternoon, after class i came back and slept. I slept around 4.30pm and got up at almost 8.

I have no idea why am i getting this headaches.

I got up had dinner and started working on my assignment.

Thank God i manage to finish it.

~phheww~

I still have another three pending assignments.

1. Writing in ESL classroom

2. Reading in ESL classroom

3. Poetry V1

Two pending discussions.

1. Education Phsycology Paper

2. Thinking and Communication Skills

Tomorrow 26/8

I have to attend "Majlis Perasmian Festival Kemerdekaan (FESKEM)

Thursday 27/8

Meeting with the JKP college

Friday 28/8

Watikah Perlantikan peringkat HEP (Universiti)

Hopefully everything goes on smoothly.

I have to get some sleep now.

Goodnight and golden dreams everyone.

Construction

hey there!

my blog will be and is under construction.

as u guys can see i change my layout

so till then

take care peeps!

Hangover Perharps?

Hangover?

Nope not all. I’m sober, people.

I just felt like talking about people who drinks.
Drinks alcohol obviously .
I have nothing against them, seriously, because I drink as well occasionally,

during functions and all.
I don’t find drinking alcohol wrong at all except when you consume EXCESSIVE amount and when you are ADDICTED to it.

Well, then I think it’s WRONG.

There are BENEFITS if u consumes alcohol in SMALL quantities:

- It decreases the risk of cardiovascular problems

-Decreases the possibility of lethal heart attack

-Sometimes, alcohol reduces the possibility of ischemic or other kind of strokes

- Diminishes the possibility of gallstone

- It may reduce the diabetes danger

In LARGE quantities, or in excess, the consequences may be TERRIBLE:

- The pancreas, the mouth, pharynx, breast and liver are more likely to be affected by cancer
- Pancreatitis may appear, especially in youth
- Stroke
- Atrophy of the brain
- Cirrhosis
- Pregnancy problems, like spontaneous abortion
- Possible malformations and other birth problems of the fetus
- Car accidents
- Suicidal tendencies
- Sudden death in case of cardiovascular problems and so on.


your brains if you have too much alcohol


your liver will actually look like a beef patty

Every part of your body is effected

Well if you still dont bother about this, then most importantly.

THINK about your LOVED ONES.

information courtesy of (http://www.isnare.com/?aid=128078&ca=Food+and+Drinks)

Out the whole day

I was out the whole day.

Morning - Went to JTK room to do some cleaning with Izzah n Big. Ended up eating fruit which was brought by Cik Suraya.

Afternoon- Meeting at Digi HQ. Finished around four something. Reached college at about 5.49pm

Evening- The Curve. Dinner with the gang. BBQ n STEAMBOAT.

Midnight- Filling up my scholarship forms.

Had fun and enjoyable day. It was just great.