Love and Forgive

It doesn’t seem to be easy as it sounds. Applying and constantly reminding ourselves that these two things are important in a relationship.

Today I learnt something important at church. That is to forgive no matter what.

Well, God can forgive my sins why can’t I forgive those who hurt me?
It is very difficult to do so. I am still learning and I just can’t accept some things that people have done to me. They treasure me when I am needed and kick me away like trash after they are done with me. I am so fed up with this nonsense.

So how can I forgive when I am repeatedly being treated this way?

Isn’t it unfair to me?

Pastor said today that the devil’s aim these days are to break up relationships that we have in our lives.

So that is why we have to forgive and learn to love that person.

I am not perfect but I will try. It is going to be difficult but I know I can trust His unfailing love to lead me.

p/s – I know even when I am alone. You will always be there. Jesus, Friends forever.

Second semester is going to be over soon. I went through a real hectic week. Two exams, one test, one presentation, everything is finally done. I only got a week before my finals starts. I am missing home as usual. A lot of drama has been happening at university. Don’t know why I must always be caught in one.

I have got 5 more papers for the finals. Tension is definitely in the air. I am already feeling stressed out. I haven’t started my revision and have got to start.

This is my exam timetable:

LISTENING AND SPEAKING- 7/4/2009 - Done

GRAMMAR- 8/4/2009 - Done

APK Paper – 21/4/2009

TITAS- 21/4/2009

ASAS FALSAFAH DAN PENDIDIKAN- 23/4/2009

TEACHING PROSE- 29/4/2009

PROSE 1- 30/4/2009

I hope everything goes on well and I am able to finish up my syllabus.
I thank God that I still can wake up in the morning and see another day.

p/s- i aint gonna let the people around me spoil my day..

‘DiGi brings David Archuleta to Malaysia and I Might get to meet him’

Hell yeah! That's right..
Digi is gonna give us free tickets to go and see David! if they think we are deserving enough! =)
Imagine a chance to see and shake David's hands *drools* over the fact!

I think i should be the one choosen because i am one of David's biggest fan! and i love singing! I hope that i will have the oppurtunity to see him life as it will be a great experience!

I have never been to a real concert before and if Digi were to give me this oppurtunity i will definately cherish it!

I have always done my job well as a yellow army and supported my Commander and YA Advisor as well.

Being a yellow army made me realise that Digi has always taken care of us and always look after our well being.

Now as a new Commander, i really hope that i will win the tickets and it will definately give me the kick to continue to support the future comin Digi projects that are planned for my university.

p/s- im keeping my fingers crossed. x)

Today was just another ordinary day in my life. I went for classes and did what I had to do as a student. Sangitha and I finally finished writing our drama script which is one of our assignments. Our professor accepted it and we were like so relived. By the way, I have 4 more assignments and so far 2 more presentation. Life as usual is hectic over here at university.

Besides that, I’m really broke at the moment and can’t afford to waste money. I don’t even have money to spend and I have to think twice whenever I decide to buy something.

We did our TITAS presentation today. It was kind of lame. After class when I when to ask our lecturer how did we do? She said we did ok. And guess what? I almost said “Terima Kasih, Mak Cik” Thank God I didn’t blurt everything out. When out of the class and started laughing nonstop with the girls.

We TESLIANS celebrated Leslie’s Birthday. It was fun and so darn funny. I enjoy being around my course mates especially this people. I feel happy and tired right now.

My class starts at 10am tomorrow.

Just felt like blogging in the midst of doing my assignment.

I know I’m weird u don’t have to tell me.

I will be attending a camp this Friday. Organized by Digi Telecommunicationc Sdn. Bhd.

Thank Jesus for everything that u have given me.

Gambateh

Goin for Festival Seni now!
All the best to my college team =)
Jia you peeps...

Your Call, Secondhand Serenade

Waiting for your,
Call I'm sick,
Call I'm angry,
Call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat,
Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet
I was born to tell you
I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to,
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight
Stripped and polished,
I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes,
What's your fantasy? (What's your, what's your...)
I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to,
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight
And I'm tired of being all alone,
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home[4X]
I was born to tell you
I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
Cuz I was born to tell you
I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Wondering.
Is it wrong for a girl and a guy to become close friends?
I don’t see anything wrong with it.
I mean definitely there are limits of being close.
But just being friends and not crossing the line then it’s ok.
Then why the heck everyone has to make an issue about it?
Just totally don’t get some people.
It’s weird that some people just understand the meaning of friendship.
When you’re close with someone, it doesn’t mean that someone has to be from the same sex.
Why can’t people think out of the box? And broaden their perspective?
Why are they being so close minded?
Why? Why? Why?

p/s – Readers do drop your opinions on this matter. Thank you.

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22/3/2009

There will be a dance competition tomorrow and our college will be taking part as well. This dance competition is known as Festival Seni and it involves every residential college in UM. Residential colleges will take part and do their best to perform and to grab a placing. Last year, our college won 1st placing for the Indian dance. I hope they do their best tomorrow! Jia You!