Meaningless

Not that important anymore in certain people's life.
I was the one who was excited, over reacted, and over did things.
Now, I got to deal and face the consequences.
I got to be strong.
I know I can do it.
I must.

Sleepy Thursday- Classes were just ok. Nothing to brag about.

FINALLY, there is water supply back in college once again. So, now I can have a nice and long shower :) Refreshing indeed. I got to go before there is shortage of water supply, since everyone wants to wash, bathe and do necessary stuff they need to do with the water supply.

Yours truly, got to bathe and wash clothes as well.

Adios then.

New Semester

I know its kind of late for me to talk about my new semester, since I am already in my second week.

I thank God for an AWESOME result for my previous semester, wouldn’t have been able to do it without His guidance.

I am already in my third year; another one year then I’ll be graduating.
Three years staying in Za’ba Residential College, Universiti Malaya. Met so many different people that impacted my life in so many ways. Got involved in college activities which somehow took much of my time away from my family and close friends but somehow never rob the happiness and satisfaction that I had after completing these activities.

Classes will always be classes. Assignments as usual mkes me stay up late and also exams.

So, I assume things will be the same for this semester?

I think I’ll slow down on the college activities. Focusing on other things which I think I should focus on. My studies perharps? But, I aint the type of person where they can sit and study 24 hours a day. I need to join programme or activities that I am interested in. Well, hopefully I’ll be able to manage this semester as well. Oh ya, new resolution? Hurmm..start studying earlier? Something possible, but impossible. (Because I am too lazy).

I will try my best to blog as frequent as possible.

I might walk alone, I am not afraid. Coz I know You are there guiding my every step.

A new start?

Tired and Moody
Bad hair day today.
Too many things on my mind, and yeah I hope things will get better.
I miss the times and moments.
Why am I behaving this way?
Paranoid perhaps?
Whatever ever la.

So far So GOOD.

Finals are around the corner. I am going to finish my second year second semester in UM. Time flies doesn’t it. I am having my study break now but I can’t go back because I have still got one more project under me to think about. I know some of you guys might think what the hell? Got project some more although its study break. Well, whether I like it or not I got to my best for both my studies and this project.

What project am I talking about?

It is our Za’ba Residential College International Project. Every year the Board of Directors in our college will visit or go to a foreign country to learn about their culture and also visit their University there.

This year, Plan A was to go to Australia – Failed because due to some unforeseen circumstances.

Plan B- Universitas Nasional Jakarta, Indonesia.

Therefore, I was chosen to be the Project Director. It is definitely not easy as I have to foresee the ongoing planning of this whole project and I am certainly multitasking.

My secretary Izzah Yusof is certainly doing a great job helping me with all the letters and proposals. I thank God for people like Chung and Eda also for their efficiency in completing every task I gave them. Shahril, my President for always supporting what I do and for all his unending opinions. John, who contacted UNAS and not forgetting the rest of the team.

I have already been in contact with UNAS and everything seems to be going according to plan. Tomorrow all of us will be going to the Imigresen to do our passport.
Oh ya, we will be there from the 17 May-23 May 2010. One week in Indonesia should be more than enough. Looking forward for this trip and this will be yours truly first trip overseas.

Will update my blog as frequent as I can.

Panda eyes!

This is how i look.

Monday: Teaching Poetry- Prepared for the paper already.
Thursday: Proficiency- Have no idea wat to prepare.
Friday: Psikologi- Crossing my fingers hoping i will not screw this paper up!

My eyebags are getting so terrible. If I was in a zoo people might even mistaken me to a panda!

What a life?
Fear is all over me, when i think about my psychology paper! It scares me, seriously. Hopefully I'll do well. If i don't read my notes, I'll feel as if the book is staring at me. Seriously, I am that freaked out! Just wanna to get over it and not think about it anymore.

Everyone is finishing exams and we are officially one of the last ones to finish up the whole examination for this semester! How sad is that? Some of friends are already enjoying and some are even back home at their kampung.

I should stop whining! and continue studying! Till then!

I cant wait for the 20th! Party Babeh! Yeah!

Exam Mode

Poetry Exam. Blah!

I’m so disappointed with myself. Need I say more?

I can never be good enough. My hope of trying to get a better pointer this semester seems to be so vague. I tried so hard I did. Hopefully, I’ll do better for my next paper.

Critical Thinking- 11 November

Well it was so so.. Easy, Average, and Difficult. Confusing at times.

Next paper, Teaching Poetry. But I'm totally worried about my Psychology paper.

3 More papers and I'll taste pure pleasure and freedom.

Deep Inside..

I look back and I see no one was there for me or with me.

I wonder was I walking alone all this while. Or did they just leave?

This lonely soul wanders.

In the midst of loneliness.

I know I am all alone.

Life

Lots of downs these days then ups.

I am slacking, I know I am.

I am at the edge, might just fall off or let go anytime.

I shouldn't be so negative but things that are happening to me doesn't seem to be helping me at all.

I did great/good for my presentation earlier, according to my friends.

Hopefully I will find the light at the end of the tunnel.

Missing the live I used to live as a form 6 student.

If only i could turn back time.

Someone told me that I'm going to be 21 already so I got to be rational and face situations wisely.

Missing Dad N Mum.