Research Proposal is making me go BONKERS.
Monday, August 9, 2010
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Friday, August 6, 2010
Lib mode
Listening to : High School Rocker- Bunkface
Currently at the library. Well, I have to constantly remind myself that the reason I am here is to do my assignment. But I am blogging. When will I ever learn to focus? Hopefully this would be one of the last time I HAVE TO STOP PROCRASTINATING. I feel awfully guilty for not doing my assignment. I have started but haven’t completed. I have one assignment in Leadership class. We are required to do an essay about 15- 25 pages, presentation is next week as well. I also have to hand in a proposal next week Monday! Oh ya! Its already Friday today, thus, I have only 3 days to complete my work. I am freaking out, but work still progress. Never know when I will learn my lesson.Planned to go for PC Fair with Juer and Ru but had to cancelled it, feel so bad but I got to put my priorities right. I wish I could go though. Haih.
Got to go then. Wanna work on my assignment.
Your truly, is sick and tired of everything..oh gosh, i sound emo.
Currently at the library. Well, I have to constantly remind myself that the reason I am here is to do my assignment. But I am blogging. When will I ever learn to focus? Hopefully this would be one of the last time I HAVE TO STOP PROCRASTINATING. I feel awfully guilty for not doing my assignment. I have started but haven’t completed. I have one assignment in Leadership class. We are required to do an essay about 15- 25 pages, presentation is next week as well. I also have to hand in a proposal next week Monday! Oh ya! Its already Friday today, thus, I have only 3 days to complete my work. I am freaking out, but work still progress. Never know when I will learn my lesson.Planned to go for PC Fair with Juer and Ru but had to cancelled it, feel so bad but I got to put my priorities right. I wish I could go though. Haih.
Got to go then. Wanna work on my assignment.
Your truly, is sick and tired of everything..oh gosh, i sound emo.
Empty
Warning. Emo post coming up. I am just not me anymore. I don’t know what the hell I am doing. I am just lost in this whole thing. I never want to be there. I don’t know what is wrong with me. Am I too tired? Stressed? Or am I just giving up on life. I don’t know. I shouldn’t be emotional like this. It isn’t good for me or the people around me. It’s not that I choose to be this way. Sometimes people depend on me too much, when you guys are going to see that I am imperfect as well. I don’t know how to do things as well. I am clumsy and might not be the perfect to help you out. I will do my best but I can’t guarantee 100% that everything will go on well.
I have never asked anything more or anything less. All I ever wanted is just your friendship. I don’t want to trouble you and be a burden. So, I am sorry if sometimes I don’t want to talk about my problems to you because I don’t want to be judge. I don’t want you to think that I depend too much on you. I don’t want to be seen as a weak person. Sometimes I just don’t have the courage to tell you how I really feel because I am afraid I might hurt you. I don’t want you to feel that I am neglecting you. I am sorry if you feel that way dear friend. I can never be that perfect friend for you but I am happy you are that perfect friend for me.
I would also like to apologize to all my friends, if I ever did anything wrong. I might have said or did something wrong without realizing or sometimes on purpose. I can never please all of you but I hope I can be a better person. I am still learning and I am not perfect. Sorry if I am not good enough to be your friend. I’ll try my best to be a friend but I fail sometimes so what else can I do. I am just feeling empty now.
I have never asked anything more or anything less. All I ever wanted is just your friendship. I don’t want to trouble you and be a burden. So, I am sorry if sometimes I don’t want to talk about my problems to you because I don’t want to be judge. I don’t want you to think that I depend too much on you. I don’t want to be seen as a weak person. Sometimes I just don’t have the courage to tell you how I really feel because I am afraid I might hurt you. I don’t want you to feel that I am neglecting you. I am sorry if you feel that way dear friend. I can never be that perfect friend for you but I am happy you are that perfect friend for me.
I would also like to apologize to all my friends, if I ever did anything wrong. I might have said or did something wrong without realizing or sometimes on purpose. I can never please all of you but I hope I can be a better person. I am still learning and I am not perfect. Sorry if I am not good enough to be your friend. I’ll try my best to be a friend but I fail sometimes so what else can I do. I am just feeling empty now.
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Meaningless
Not that important anymore in certain people's life.
I was the one who was excited, over reacted, and over did things.
Now, I got to deal and face the consequences.
I got to be strong.
I know I can do it.
I must.
Sleepy Thursday- Classes were just ok. Nothing to brag about.
FINALLY, there is water supply back in college once again. So, now I can have a nice and long shower :) Refreshing indeed. I got to go before there is shortage of water supply, since everyone wants to wash, bathe and do necessary stuff they need to do with the water supply.
Yours truly, got to bathe and wash clothes as well.
Adios then.
I was the one who was excited, over reacted, and over did things.
Now, I got to deal and face the consequences.
I got to be strong.
I know I can do it.
I must.
Sleepy Thursday- Classes were just ok. Nothing to brag about.
FINALLY, there is water supply back in college once again. So, now I can have a nice and long shower :) Refreshing indeed. I got to go before there is shortage of water supply, since everyone wants to wash, bathe and do necessary stuff they need to do with the water supply.
Yours truly, got to bathe and wash clothes as well.
Adios then.
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
New Semester
I know its kind of late for me to talk about my new semester, since I am already in my second week.
I thank God for an AWESOME result for my previous semester, wouldn’t have been able to do it without His guidance.
I am already in my third year; another one year then I’ll be graduating.
Three years staying in Za’ba Residential College, Universiti Malaya. Met so many different people that impacted my life in so many ways. Got involved in college activities which somehow took much of my time away from my family and close friends but somehow never rob the happiness and satisfaction that I had after completing these activities.
Classes will always be classes. Assignments as usual mkes me stay up late and also exams.
So, I assume things will be the same for this semester?
I think I’ll slow down on the college activities. Focusing on other things which I think I should focus on. My studies perharps? But, I aint the type of person where they can sit and study 24 hours a day. I need to join programme or activities that I am interested in. Well, hopefully I’ll be able to manage this semester as well. Oh ya, new resolution? Hurmm..start studying earlier? Something possible, but impossible. (Because I am too lazy).
I will try my best to blog as frequent as possible.
I might walk alone, I am not afraid. Coz I know You are there guiding my every step.
I thank God for an AWESOME result for my previous semester, wouldn’t have been able to do it without His guidance.
I am already in my third year; another one year then I’ll be graduating.
Three years staying in Za’ba Residential College, Universiti Malaya. Met so many different people that impacted my life in so many ways. Got involved in college activities which somehow took much of my time away from my family and close friends but somehow never rob the happiness and satisfaction that I had after completing these activities.
Classes will always be classes. Assignments as usual mkes me stay up late and also exams.
So, I assume things will be the same for this semester?
I think I’ll slow down on the college activities. Focusing on other things which I think I should focus on. My studies perharps? But, I aint the type of person where they can sit and study 24 hours a day. I need to join programme or activities that I am interested in. Well, hopefully I’ll be able to manage this semester as well. Oh ya, new resolution? Hurmm..start studying earlier? Something possible, but impossible. (Because I am too lazy).
I will try my best to blog as frequent as possible.
I might walk alone, I am not afraid. Coz I know You are there guiding my every step.
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