Presentation

So, here I am again at the library.
No longer doing my research proposal but now busy preparing for my presentation tomorrow.

I handed in or should I say, gave my lecturer to check on my proposal today and he said it was alright. He even complemented some parts of my proposal. Thank God, everything went on well, at least the late nights I had, been worth it.

Totally looking forward for tomorrow, because I want to sleep after my presentation is over.

Yes, I am tired like that.

I got to go then.
Oh ya, I am addicted to the song Love the way You Lie. (Eminem ft Rihanna)-- >> Its Just Awesome.

Leadership Presentation, here I come. Weeeeee...

I Promise

Apapun terjadi, Kujanjikan aku ada :)

Bonkers

Research Proposal is making me go BONKERS.

Aishiteru :)

Kimita tuokukitemo, Kiminoi shuaguaratala, Shiniteruyo shiniteruyo..aishiteru..

Colors

I like bright colourful stuff. They make me smile :) Something I need these days.

Lib mode

Listening to : High School Rocker- Bunkface

Currently at the library. Well, I have to constantly remind myself that the reason I am here is to do my assignment. But I am blogging. When will I ever learn to focus? Hopefully this would be one of the last time I HAVE TO STOP PROCRASTINATING. I feel awfully guilty for not doing my assignment. I have started but haven’t completed. I have one assignment in Leadership class. We are required to do an essay about 15- 25 pages, presentation is next week as well. I also have to hand in a proposal next week Monday! Oh ya! Its already Friday today, thus, I have only 3 days to complete my work. I am freaking out, but work still progress. Never know when I will learn my lesson.Planned to go for PC Fair with Juer and Ru but had to cancelled it, feel so bad but I got to put my priorities right. I wish I could go though. Haih.

Got to go then. Wanna work on my assignment.

Your truly, is sick and tired of everything..oh gosh, i sound emo.

Empty

Warning. Emo post coming up. I am just not me anymore. I don’t know what the hell I am doing. I am just lost in this whole thing. I never want to be there. I don’t know what is wrong with me. Am I too tired? Stressed? Or am I just giving up on life. I don’t know. I shouldn’t be emotional like this. It isn’t good for me or the people around me. It’s not that I choose to be this way. Sometimes people depend on me too much, when you guys are going to see that I am imperfect as well. I don’t know how to do things as well. I am clumsy and might not be the perfect to help you out. I will do my best but I can’t guarantee 100% that everything will go on well.

I have never asked anything more or anything less. All I ever wanted is just your friendship. I don’t want to trouble you and be a burden. So, I am sorry if sometimes I don’t want to talk about my problems to you because I don’t want to be judge. I don’t want you to think that I depend too much on you. I don’t want to be seen as a weak person. Sometimes I just don’t have the courage to tell you how I really feel because I am afraid I might hurt you. I don’t want you to feel that I am neglecting you. I am sorry if you feel that way dear friend. I can never be that perfect friend for you but I am happy you are that perfect friend for me.

I would also like to apologize to all my friends, if I ever did anything wrong. I might have said or did something wrong without realizing or sometimes on purpose. I can never please all of you but I hope I can be a better person. I am still learning and I am not perfect. Sorry if I am not good enough to be your friend. I’ll try my best to be a friend but I fail sometimes so what else can I do. I am just feeling empty now.