Life

Lots of downs these days then ups.

I am slacking, I know I am.

I am at the edge, might just fall off or let go anytime.

I shouldn't be so negative but things that are happening to me doesn't seem to be helping me at all.

I did great/good for my presentation earlier, according to my friends.

Hopefully I will find the light at the end of the tunnel.

Missing the live I used to live as a form 6 student.

If only i could turn back time.

Someone told me that I'm going to be 21 already so I got to be rational and face situations wisely.

Missing Dad N Mum.

ThInKInG

Do u actually care?

i HOPE so

But I DONT think you DO.

Bad Day GOne GooD

I had one of the worst days of my life today.
Terrible headache,
I think I'm not getting enough sleep. But i just dont have enough time, if i sleep early at night.
Anyway, THANK God i only had two classes today.
After class, wanted to go back to college....but....i went for prayer meeting first.
Prayer meeting with Leslie, Vily, and Zhong Weng.
I was kind of suffering so didnt layan them that much, felt kind of bad though.
Sorry guys, my sincere apology.
Well, after prayer meeting i walked back to college all on my own, coz they wanted to grab lunch at the faculty itself.
As i was walking back, passing Language and Linguistics Faculty, a car passed by me, and mystery man was in there. Wah, i was so excited. Gosh, and he waved at me first, then obviously i waved back. That's about it. You guys might think Im crazy, getting excited just because of a wave, but hey! i dont care =) coz me like him! I have tonnes of assignment to do. Got to go!

missing mummy and daddy

ChAmPions..Congrats

I went for my juniors dance competition today, was held and organized by 4th residential college.

They did a great job and won 2nd place..

Congratulations!

7th college rocks.

the dancers, all 1st year students

TenSiOn + RunSing

omg! one problem to another, why must i be facing this today, of all days in my life! super lame! i have so many assignments yet im caught up in the middle of this. just feeling so frustrated, why did i do to this deserve all this, for the past whole year i have been giving my all for this club then now, u all act like i dont even exist? u know what i dont give a damn already. totally annoyed and i guess i will move on from today onwards. what u want to do, u guys decide, i will concentrate on other college stuff that i am involve in.

I dont care anymore i just dont!

Dont come finding me when u all need me.

Because at that time, I aint helping!

U guys are playing with my emotions.

Stop talking behind my back as well, because i know u are. Go find some other topics or just go and studylah if u have all the time in the world. Like the peribahasa jangan jaga tepi kain orang...

I may look vurnerable but i am strong, i went to many hardships in life to stop what i am doing now.

I aint quitting if u think i am.

WELL, although i am EMO~ing right now, i still feel so disappointed.

Oh GOSH! cant wait for year end sem break! Well, at least the raya holidays...

MIssIN yOu

i miss you
i really do
im hoping u would forgive me
its not like it was entirely my fault
u started this whole drama
u made me become this way
u are the one who hurt me first
but i dont care anymore
i hope we would forget the past and move on
all because i have move on and forgiven u
its was difficult at first but its a new day everyday
i hope things would be different
i miss the old me, and i miss the old you
but time changes all things? do they? or people changes through time?
im not sure, but you are no longer the old you, and i am no longer the old me
maybe i have come to a point of realization,
whereby, i have to realise what is important for my life..
whatever it is, u are still important for me..
and yeah i do care bout you..
although i dont show it that much
but trust me, deep down
it hurts me to see u sad and not having the joy u use to have
dear friend, i dedicate this to you..
wanting u to know that i miss you
and enough is enough.
forgive me would you?

CraViNg4cOOkiEs

It 4.30am i should be sleeping but here i am thinking about cookies!

i LOVE them