A new start?

Tired and Moody
Bad hair day today.
Too many things on my mind, and yeah I hope things will get better.
I miss the times and moments.
Why am I behaving this way?
Paranoid perhaps?
Whatever ever la.

So far So GOOD.

Finals are around the corner. I am going to finish my second year second semester in UM. Time flies doesn’t it. I am having my study break now but I can’t go back because I have still got one more project under me to think about. I know some of you guys might think what the hell? Got project some more although its study break. Well, whether I like it or not I got to my best for both my studies and this project.

What project am I talking about?

It is our Za’ba Residential College International Project. Every year the Board of Directors in our college will visit or go to a foreign country to learn about their culture and also visit their University there.

This year, Plan A was to go to Australia – Failed because due to some unforeseen circumstances.

Plan B- Universitas Nasional Jakarta, Indonesia.

Therefore, I was chosen to be the Project Director. It is definitely not easy as I have to foresee the ongoing planning of this whole project and I am certainly multitasking.

My secretary Izzah Yusof is certainly doing a great job helping me with all the letters and proposals. I thank God for people like Chung and Eda also for their efficiency in completing every task I gave them. Shahril, my President for always supporting what I do and for all his unending opinions. John, who contacted UNAS and not forgetting the rest of the team.

I have already been in contact with UNAS and everything seems to be going according to plan. Tomorrow all of us will be going to the Imigresen to do our passport.
Oh ya, we will be there from the 17 May-23 May 2010. One week in Indonesia should be more than enough. Looking forward for this trip and this will be yours truly first trip overseas.

Will update my blog as frequent as I can.

Panda eyes!

This is how i look.

Monday: Teaching Poetry- Prepared for the paper already.
Thursday: Proficiency- Have no idea wat to prepare.
Friday: Psikologi- Crossing my fingers hoping i will not screw this paper up!

My eyebags are getting so terrible. If I was in a zoo people might even mistaken me to a panda!

What a life?
Fear is all over me, when i think about my psychology paper! It scares me, seriously. Hopefully I'll do well. If i don't read my notes, I'll feel as if the book is staring at me. Seriously, I am that freaked out! Just wanna to get over it and not think about it anymore.

Everyone is finishing exams and we are officially one of the last ones to finish up the whole examination for this semester! How sad is that? Some of friends are already enjoying and some are even back home at their kampung.

I should stop whining! and continue studying! Till then!

I cant wait for the 20th! Party Babeh! Yeah!

Exam Mode

Poetry Exam. Blah!

I’m so disappointed with myself. Need I say more?

I can never be good enough. My hope of trying to get a better pointer this semester seems to be so vague. I tried so hard I did. Hopefully, I’ll do better for my next paper.

Critical Thinking- 11 November

Well it was so so.. Easy, Average, and Difficult. Confusing at times.

Next paper, Teaching Poetry. But I'm totally worried about my Psychology paper.

3 More papers and I'll taste pure pleasure and freedom.

Deep Inside..

I look back and I see no one was there for me or with me.

I wonder was I walking alone all this while. Or did they just leave?

This lonely soul wanders.

In the midst of loneliness.

I know I am all alone.

Life

Lots of downs these days then ups.

I am slacking, I know I am.

I am at the edge, might just fall off or let go anytime.

I shouldn't be so negative but things that are happening to me doesn't seem to be helping me at all.

I did great/good for my presentation earlier, according to my friends.

Hopefully I will find the light at the end of the tunnel.

Missing the live I used to live as a form 6 student.

If only i could turn back time.

Someone told me that I'm going to be 21 already so I got to be rational and face situations wisely.

Missing Dad N Mum.

ThInKInG

Do u actually care?

i HOPE so

But I DONT think you DO.

Bad Day GOne GooD

I had one of the worst days of my life today.
Terrible headache,
I think I'm not getting enough sleep. But i just dont have enough time, if i sleep early at night.
Anyway, THANK God i only had two classes today.
After class, wanted to go back to college....but....i went for prayer meeting first.
Prayer meeting with Leslie, Vily, and Zhong Weng.
I was kind of suffering so didnt layan them that much, felt kind of bad though.
Sorry guys, my sincere apology.
Well, after prayer meeting i walked back to college all on my own, coz they wanted to grab lunch at the faculty itself.
As i was walking back, passing Language and Linguistics Faculty, a car passed by me, and mystery man was in there. Wah, i was so excited. Gosh, and he waved at me first, then obviously i waved back. That's about it. You guys might think Im crazy, getting excited just because of a wave, but hey! i dont care =) coz me like him! I have tonnes of assignment to do. Got to go!

missing mummy and daddy